I shouldn't be--I actually made it out of the shower by 10pm last night. The night before I was home by 10:30, too. Somehow, though, I've only had about six hours of sleep each night. And it's interrupted sleep. I'm not exactly sure what is preventing me from perfect sleep (although I might have an idea) but a good nights sleep would really help right now.
The problem is, I have an issue with the word "no." Especially when I really want to do something. And I really want to go hang out with people. As Lauren said--I'm no longer using initials after many suggested that perhaps it was a bit tough to read- "everytime I hang out with you guys it makes me so happy". (Don't worry, gchat convos will not be used for blackmail purposes; only for reference). So because of this happiness, I am reluctant to stay home to sleep, or clean (Lydi has the right idea with giving up chores) , or even do a grocery shop. It's tough to trade laughing-to-the-point-it-hurts-your-sides for scrubbing the bathroom floor.
Instead, my new life philosophy of being a follower and just going where everyone else is going is working out well for me. Suddenly it's strange to be at home; strange to be alone. I guess the E in me is coming out. And in this case that E is extroverted, not a name. Nor is it an illegal substance.
I'm not so sure I should try to blog when I'm ready to put my head down on my desk and sleep. I'm not quite sure that this all makes sense. Oh well.
This has nothing to do with anything except to prove Lauren's computer is in trouble. And because it's the best picture ever taken.
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Now playing: Something Corporate - Watch The Sky
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Actually, chores aren't too on my list these days either. I've only been tending to the major ones so I don't have stinky clothes and stinky dishes...and stinky bathrooms.
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